oh wow wow it's been a very long while since i wrote...
since today is the last day of 2005 i decided to update.it's hard though to sum up 3 months.
so, school has been very hard.i complitely lost the motivation i didn't know anymore why i was getting up early every morning why i was hearing those boring words every single day of my life why i was staying up late to write an 8 pages paper about an economic process or a social matter.  
spiritually i went through a weir season!my mood was like a yoy and i felt like hope was a boomerang...but somehow god is helping me getting out of that season...
this past week has a been the worst and the best!i've been so disapointed and so discouraged of the town i just moved in last september.everything is too expensive, don't think about getting jeans for less than 50 box.isn't that insane?oh yeah it is...!
it has been a good week too because i casted down my fears, my feelings, my "problems", my issues, etc, at the feet of god throne; and i'm telling you it feels so good doing that!
the best is to come, the storm only stays for a night!the light is just behind, ready to shine down on you...!!
i started practising the guitar again and i got to admit that it sounds more like music now!!ahhahhaahh..maybe it is finally...!!!
i really want to encouraged all of you that feel down and feel like god is away.why is he being quiet?he want you to hear your own heart that you can ask him to heal your wounds.no hope is not gone it's right there waiting for you to dive on the rolling river...!!!
halleluhia, god is good and his love endures forever, through everything...!!!
i love you all, be blessed...!!!
ktl
happy new year
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